I stayed home today, partly because I felt sick and partly because I've fully determined that all the things I'll learn in my high school years that I'll use later in life are the things I learn outside of class. Honestly. It's sort of messing with my initiative, but I just want to go to collegeeeee. Mom suggests thinking about taking a gap year, which I thought maybe I'd do if I don't get into Savannah. But thinking of my class all going off to college without me is really unnerving, even if I'm going off to do something cool too. It's funny because everyone my age says I'll never go back to school if I take a year off, but everyone older or whose done it says I'll go back really refocused and stuff. I think I'd rather go to college, but only if I 100% feel right for it when I'm accepted. I can always take a year later.
So I wrote before that it felt like the music thing was never gonna happen but I got a call yesterday sooo now I'm excited again and have basically been playing all day. Tomorrow is IWD so I coulllld stay home again tomorrow but I'm working sometime after school so I might as well just go. Its usually kinda interesting too.
Ahhh spring break WHERE ARE YOU
I have a craving for something like super-fried french fries or something. yeah
lovely